blubukblubuk🫧 :
i was willing to wait for him until he built his career n until we could finally be together, i always tried to understand his busy life bc I thought we were choosing each other, and that all the waiting would eventually be worth it, but then his family didn’t approve of me, and he was given the option to meet other girls, what hurts is that he was actually willing to open himself up to that possibility, while still asking me to wait for him, sooo....now I keep wondering, what am I actually waiting for? what if one day he really falls for the girl his family chooses for him? (cuz indeed, he told me that maybe he will likes the girls, but he also want me to stay w him) I thought we were choosing each other, but maybe all this time, I was waiting for someone who was never really waiting for me... so we just ended last night, basically he just wants to find another girl but he's beating around the bush and he still wants me to stay until he finds the girl he's looking for (g minta dia buat jdi anak durhaka, t-tapi.. masa dia ga bisa fight buat pilihan dia sndiri)
2026-09-15 08:25:51